Dairy of doom

hello

2010-02-14T10:38:00.000-08:00

今天去了大舅公家拜年。。。

一开始大家都谈得很起劲，有说有笑的，本来的头痛也就跟着慢慢的不见了~ 可是不知道为什么，说着说着就提起了太公。。。太公去世也因该有好几年了吧，大家都很想他。。。尤其是婆婆跟大舅公。大舅公脾气很好，待人处事也很真诚，但却跟家人的关系很僵，看了也觉得大舅公很可怜。。。

一个七十多岁的老人，虽然有个完整的家庭，却没家庭的温暖，是很孤单很寂寞的。当下的我真的很想给大舅公个拥抱。。。。。。。。但我却没这么做。。。。。。。。。

身为大哥的他，得照顾太公，却也因为这样他们培养出了极好的感情。身为大哥的他，得照顾有病的小舅，却也因为这样小舅从此很依赖他。这是很伟大的，我想假如换成是我，我该会撑不住吧
虽然如此，大舅公也从没埋怨什么，因为他认为这都是他该做的。。。

今天他说他觉得他很惭愧，因为他觉得说，他做得不够好。。。。。。听了大舅公这么说，我也内疚了起来。。。
已经把他一生的精力放在照顾家人身上的大舅公实在太棒了。。。。。我很佩服你！！！！虽然我刚刚没跟你说很多，但可以从你和其他人的谈话中感觉到你的孝顺和无私。。你真的做了太多太多了，该是时候享福了！！！谢谢你树立起了好榜样，谢谢你所做的一切的一切。。。我相信在天上的太公会保佑你平安，快乐的。真的希望下次看到大舅公时，脸上会少些疲惫，多些笑容哦！！！哈哈哈哈哈：）

New year, New start

2009-01-08T10:18:00.000-08:00

Wow it's been ages since i last updated! 3 months and 7 days to be exact and i almost forgot the password to my acc! Haha. Ah, i miss you heartshapedyoddlez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, life's been treating me fairly well for the past few months but am getting rather boorreedd recently because i've just quitted my job last week so just bear with me guys while i get back to blogging haha!
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2008-09-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

We'll only learn how to treasure after losing it all...

Pissed

2008-07-31T03:54:00.000-07:00

{Edited}

To add on to my previous post, Fidaiy is not spelled as Fidayi hahaha and the main reason why i'm soooooo bloody excited over this weekend's probably the SingFest but i'm no longer excited cause i am not going anyway!!! Hahaha so who carez!!! (^^)

And i'm fuckin pissed with my buyers. Accused me of scamming and cheating them of their money when i'm NOT! My tagboard is spammed like fuck and i really cannot take it anymore. I apologised and explained the whole situation to them, hoping that they'll understand, but it turned out to be the other way instead! They threatened to make police reports and wanted ME to refund back all their money. I DID rush my supplier and help them to ask her for a refund cause i know that they've been waiting pretty long for their goods as well. But hey it's not that i didn't try my best, in fact, THAT'S THE BEST I CAN DO. You can't expect me to fly over to taiwan and point a gun at the workers to hurry right?!!

Having said that, there're also a couple of buyers who are sweet and understanding as well. But there's only A COUPLE OF THEM.

Damn damn damn damn damn damn. !#@$%^&(Why blogger put that as a link? haha no link -.-)

P.S: You guys can actually skip the whole chunk of words above one you know haha! But if you've read it, toooooooooo bad for you haha!

Sup yo'

2008-07-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

I want American Apparel Flea Market Sale!!! Yes i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it i want it sooooooo badly... Why can't Spore have flea market sales like in US why why why??? Oh booOOooO~

Anyway i was randomly browsing through videos at youtube earlier on & surprising, i saw this paticular video that features how the world'll look like... 4 years later. Pretty cool(YET unbelievable) Fidayi said that it's true that the world is ending soon, probably by 2012. But nah, i don't buy his words though, well let's just wait and see then haha!

Oh and i can't wait for this week to end!!! Idk why but i am sooooo excited about this weekend. How now brown cow???

I am so tired now. I need my beauty sleep.
Ciao folks!!! (^^)

Rock on at RP! \m/

2008-07-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

Who says local bands suck?

Cool shit. Awesomeness i tell ya. I'm still super duper hyper high even it's been hours since the whole show ended! Rock on peopleeeeeee!!! \m/

Sad part is when i didn't really get to morsh, like banging and stuffs. It's rather... violent i would say and libra people don't really enjoy violence(But sometimes there'll be exceptions too!) So yup, who carez about libra or zebra, i'll morsh like nobody's business and get rreeaallyy high the next time round which idk when it will be, but i'll be waiting waiting waiting! :}

& dinner at Mad Jack's was a great one cause we get to enjoy a 30% discount! Discounts, discounts and more discounts haha! Plus i get to decorate my very own oz brownie woooOOooOO~

Oh and prelims are coming really soon! Hope that i'll be able to clear ALL(maybe MOST) my subjects this time round 'cause flunking prelims - that will be the last thing i'll ever want to do.

Once I wanted to be the greatest

2008-07-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

I'm soooooooooo tired all the timeeeeeeeee. My days are consumed with school and work, work and school. I've been trying to get through the pile of books i've been meaning to read before the end of this month but my mind's just too lazy and preoccupied haha...

School was fine, rushed to the post office and back to school again & this comes to my mind that i actually have no oral at all and i rushed back to school for like, nothing?!! Well at least i had a good time so it's not too bad after all!

Oh and i'm sooooooooo inspired by Nichole Richie...

...that i bought these three headbands like almost immediately! One cost 12 bucks and three cost a total of $30...

And y'knw why?

Cause there was a discount given! Haha yayz i love discounts!!!(i knw i sound cheapo but who carez i still love discounts hahaha!) Big bangz
Or should i say who doesn't love discounts!!! $~$

Shot, but not down

2008-07-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

Studied @ Mac with Val and Shah joined us at a later time!

He's fighting with me for the phone! Oh bully ):(okay, that's kind of act cute but who carez i'm cute lol!!!)

Yup that's about all...
Goodnight all!

Sigh

2008-07-09T02:08:00.000-07:00

Post deleted
I must have been crazy to feel that way.
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Mozart: A Child's Prodigy

2008-07-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Omfg i look bloody plump and ugly in the pics like my bad hair and everything damn it. Oh and i'm so not gonna try victorian's style ever again cause it just makes me look... CHUBBY?(esp. my face) but wait, no it's not the clothes, it's me cause i am fat hence the chubby face. Yes i'm fat and i'm ugly i'm ugly i'm ugly & I AM UGLY LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS MANZ HAHAHA!!!

Nah i have decided not to post the pics up cos i look really bad in there haha!
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"Fuck the fake shit"

2008-06-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

Omgz i'm sooooo excited now cos my subcrew cap has arrived after sucha long wait haha! Like a really long wait but who carez it has arrived!!! I'm so so so happy and i couldn't contain the exticement in me well, hope that everything goes well tmr yayz!!! >;)

Lost

2008-06-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

Wth i just lost 20 bucks again and i'm so gna whine and complain like nobody's business cos Holland was supposed to win cause it is a sure win and everybody said so too!!! But it's ok i'm not the only one who lost, well at least i'm not alone haha. Oh and i thought my 20 bucks were nothing compared to the others who betted $300 at one go but thank god i didn't!

Oh well, sch's reopening in like 32 hours?!! And that means no more late nights, no more lazing around cause O's coming like really really soon, well at least sooner than i thought it would be. Damn, i wish i had another month of holiday so i can actually STUDY?!!

But on a brighter note, the June hols was quite an eventful one cos i got to meet up Val(she's really busy with her cca and schwork and couldn't really fork out time to meet me because she thinks that her work is more important than me!!! That's what i thought though haha), my 8 year hairy buddy(& we didn't get to meet up for an ENTIRE 8-year) and Naqib and etc. Haha and that would mean Amanda cos we didn't really get to interact and stuffs but i'm glad we did during the hols! That's probably why the June hols was pretty eventful.

Okay seeing the amount of homework undone and the rate i'm going makes me really wonder if i could pass and i mean, PASS my O's.

Oh well...

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Be it good or bad

2008-06-21T04:20:00.000-07:00

L-afemme is updated!
Do visit and special thanks to Naqib for the L-afemme banner. It was a good job and the designs were really pretty!

So sch's opening on monday and i haven't even started on my homework! Not even touched. I'm so gna flunk my O's and retain(no, i can't retain), most probably take my O's again as a private candidate and flunk it again and again and the cycle repeats. Damn, clareeeeeEeEe wth are you doing with your life? But no worries cos you're not the only one who's wondering what i've done with MY LIFE!

Wed's outing with Shah, Joel and Amanda was great too! Like i hasn't meet up Amanda for ages but how to when we didn't even talk in school?!!! But i miss hanging out with her :( So pooled at paradiz and god, i swear i am really bad at pool! & Joel thought i was acting cute because i kept missing the bloody balls and i thought i looked really retard and dumb when i missed the ball repeatedly haha. Shah and Joel were the pros, their game ended like really fast?! But anyway, chatted in some cafe and i had ice chocolate and it tastes really good & i would like to have it NOW, AGAIN (impossible!) But on a brighter note, there's at least mango juice here, like better than nothing! Okay so we had a long chat and i do hope that we can hang out more often with my 8 year hairy buddy and Amanda! Everyone's like trying t bring us back again and i really appreciate all that you guyz did esp sol, shah and joel haha you guys really rockz man! Ok this post is getting really wordy and long so i thought it'll be best to end now cause my hand's worn out after all those typing. Ahahaha kay, wahtever byez!!!

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First post

2008-06-20T13:57:00.000-07:00

Hi people, I'm like back to blogging cause i am really booorededed but wait, no ok whatever it is, i am back!!! Anyway, i just lost 10 bucks betting on Germany and G has really good players but god knows why G lost yesterday and my $10 just went down the drain! But it's ok cause Holland is a sure-win tomorrow! & i'm gna bet $20 on it cause it's a sure-win and it better be cos if not, i'm gna whine and complain abt my loss till september ends.

Okay pic credited to Naqib cause he's the only one who have the pics and he's not online now ,so i'll have to 'steal'(no, borrow) from him! But i credited you kay Naqib haha! And i like his pics cos they're really niceeeeey :)

& tues's picnic with Naqib, Huayao, Jon and Pearlyn - It was kinda cool because we didn't bring any mat or basket along and we'll just have to settle for some snacks at the bench. I thought we looked really pathetic but coooool! But then again, i miss outings with Naqibbbb, Huayao and Gabriel. And Gab was supposed to meet us too but couldn't make it cause he has tuition. Oh well but anyway, games in the bus was fun! Lol even though i had to turn ard and my neck ache like nobody's business. Had fun and fun and funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

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